What Are You, From Here?

by Young Go Hards

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released August 26, 2016

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Track Name: Logjammers
standing in my own way
can't see any better days
breaking even is such a chore and i'm not even sure what this pain is for

what if i die tomorrow
is this all i'll have to show
a past not worth a dime
gotta make this mine gotta make this mine

making a future not yet promised keeps me up at night
making my diagnosis for something unidentified

gotta help myself gotta save myself

you tell me it's fine you tell me everything's fine but i'm not fine x3

making a future not yet promised keeps me up at night
making my diagnosis for something unidentified
Track Name: Reconciling With the Present
i see you nightly
open your eyes i'll disappear
i feel you closely
that's just a gust of wind my dear
but take me back there
the sand will only fall one way
i must go back there
there is no need to rush the end
i need you/i'll always be in my/your heart

forgive me while i try to catch my breath so i may say your name aloud
so no one will forget
please don't forget

i find no comfort in the tangible you left that realm long ago
i'm still here with you
when looking onto all the years to come our best have come and gone
i'm always there with you

i dream in past tense
but you live in the now i fear

forgive me while i try to catch my breath so i may say your name aloud
so no one will forget
forgive me while i try to catch my breath so i may say your name aloud
so no one will forget

WE WON'T FORGET
Track Name: Kitten Mittens
the armor that i wear only covers my limbs
i left my heart exposed when i ran out of provisions
i planned right then to only watch myself
stockpile strength and put some padding on my corners
somehow i built this road
walked right down the plank
how did i get this reckless
unless i knew in my bare chest that i wanted to meet you, feel you

i'm fine on my own but i'm trying to find my place in your arms
never needed a hand to hold but yours sure beats mittens in the winter

never found myself a partner in crime
the jokers i tried out couldn't match my ammunition
now my own fear is holding me back
though the artillery of two is growing on me
as my morning routine for self sabotage is becoming lengthy
i hope to find in my bare chest the courage to meet you, feel you

i'm fine on my own but i'm trying to find my place in your arms
never needed a hand to hold but yours sure beats mittens in the winter
Track Name: Going Medium
i blocked it out i numbed myself
at first the doubt and then the pain
i blocked you out i numbed myself
cause only you knew what a selfish bastard i could be (x2)

from lofty heights we fell
our goals came tumbling after
the intent and the passion of angry naive teens
so determined to make it work
never recognizing
we broken in the first place (x3)

i've gotta take the time to touch this pain
let it wash over me
only way to recognize what i need to change
and how i can be free
free of doubt
free of fear
free of insecurity
relearn who i am without you
remember i am me
i'm content with being me

even this fractured version of myself
i've got the strength now not to hate myself
as much as you may hate me
yeah as much as you may hate me
Track Name: Ride the D
there was this drive that we once took
there were these thoughts we shared on love
on all the crooked changes that the heart should make as our own love took shape
there were some plans for trips abroad
there were some stick and poke tattoos
there were some declarations and some loss of patience
i had something to prove

here i find myself again
stumbling blindly in the dark
i can't trust my eyes
both my ears are shot
there's a pain in my chest labored beating of my heart
beating of my heart

head stuck firmly up my ass
slash and burn my way through life
we had the cash to spend on all our grand adventures
at the moment it felt right
i got a wakeup call last night
little lives i helped create
no i can't forget although i'm in my next life
their lives are still the same

here i find myself again
stumbling blindly in the dark
i can't trust my eyes
both my ears are shot
just a pain in my gut tells me not to break their hearts
i might break their hearts (x3)
Track Name: I'm Not Lying, But I Am Joking
it's the late night and the early mornings when i feel most alive
it's the sleep you'll catch up on 6 feet under
we're going 6 feet under
but not tonight
but not tonight

living to make a paycheck is the fastest way to die
your dreams shouldn't fade when you open your eyes

it's the caution you fail to heed that's my best advice
it's the wrong turns that take you where you want to be
we're where we want to be tonight

take my money
take my pride
but this pack they're all mine
but this pack they're all mine

living to make a paycheck is the fastest way to die
your dreams shouldn't fade when you open eyes
Track Name: What Are You, From Here?
i'll put you in my plans means staying at home
we all like each other until you shut the door

i don't converse with post-its
so use your voice when speaking to me
the freeze is only there when you act coldly
hearing your problems from someone else is so '93

why can't we break the cycle
just reach out and talk to me
i wanna make things right
why won't you let me

you give me empty promises time and again
i'll send complaints to the stranger
look forward to your reply

fuck the morals you think you have
your lack of human decency overshadows them
playing high and mighty doesn't work when you hide underground

yell at me, hit me, anything (x3)
Track Name: In a Biscuit, Alive With Chicken Flavor
we've been called little lady before
we've lost their gaze and not been heard
learned to scream our feelings louder than the rest
just to be taken half as seriously
well we refuse to sit down
so shame yourselves
we won't take it anymore

your fear is not our problem
we've coddled you for far too long
so call us bitches call us sluts
those words are ours it's time for us
it's time for us
it's time for

we'll take you down
we'll take you down
this is our town

we may lose blood but we haven't lost heart
we may scream but our punch is just as stark
we may have given you birth but we don't owe you life
we don't owe you shit

we'll scream our feelings
we'll scream our feelings
WE'LL SCREAM